Love in the view of a Psychopath

Cinta tak mengenal mangsa... A common words usually spat out by any human beings, probably a psychopath? For saying love is a predator, who does not choose its prey. Well, I'd rather call myself a psychopath if I may say. *In fact, I am one after all. Love. What does it bring? Happiness? Joy? Life? Wealth? *It's certain to say happiness, joy, secured and being less lonesome.

That's how normal people thinks. How do psychopath thinks?
Consider this as what really came out from my rotten brain. Love brings us FEAR, LOSS, INSANITY, and probably I want to say HATRED.

First, fear. When you love someone, you'll definitely have this fear - fear of losing the person you love to someone else. This fear, also applies - losing the person you love as the person's gonna die, which be too subjective. How idiotic. Such fear should not exist when you have your brain well enough to think: "I previously lived without her and things are almost the same upon her presence. Why fear of losing her - when it doesn't really affect you maybe physically? Emotionally, yes. But how long does that effect last? One day, you'll get hooked up with someone else? Who knows? And what happened to the love you've planted on her (the previous girlfriend)? You'll just hurt yourself if it ended unexpectedly. Hey! Quit fooling around! Because everybody's gonna die someday! (Avenged Sevenfold - A little piece of heaven).

Next, loss. Logically, you would want to please the person you love right? And the money you have, spent feeding her desire. If you're capable enough with your economy, fine, but a mountain can be flattened within days of digging it out. In case one day you braek up. She's not gonna return or pay back what you've spent. Well, one thing for sure - "money can't buy love" but "love is not F.O.C". Even after marriage, even the love within family (but it's not in the context of love that I'm emphasizing here).

How do I say "love brings insanity"? Well... simple. If you can say "I can't live without you." "I'll never leave you alone." These words are thoughtlessly spoken. And usually added up with "I sewar" and sometimes "I promise". Hell of a promise, it's not even real. That's what I call "a common bullshit" but I wonder why do people stupidly made them and some believe in any of those. Well of course! They've lost their sanity! What else?

Love is brings hatred. Or I sometimes put it this way - Love is hatred itself. You might start to hate your own friend when you're starting to love someone. Or even so, at the end of a relationship, you'll always end up hating her for what happened - which ended the relationship.

Such stupidity is inevitable when emotion concquers over the mind - usually happens when you're deeply in love. It's not wrong to be in love, but don't lose rationality. Just make sure you know how to use your brain well and not to let yourself gone to the wilderness of love.