Something in my Mind...

I had no much to say lately, probably because of hectic schedule, I guess. The second semester has come to mid semester break already, but what have I accomplished? Probably nothing, I guess. There are lots of things changing and maybe I'm rejecting for some reason. People said I'm a total different person than I am from last semester. Well, my hatred has grown more. What I hate most is that people just act like they really know me well despite the fact we've just known each other less than 5 months. Being quiet is just a part of me, while happening happens to be my attitude when I'm on the right mood. But people often rejects my cheerful attitude and they don't appreciate me the way I am. Who cares? I don't give a damn at all. As long as no one gets directly involved with my life that is...

Separated From Someone I Love... Dearly...

Lately, well, it was 9/12/2011, after Friday prayer, she left, I guess. Her official last day was 8/12/2011, technically was my mom's birthday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!) *This is my first time of celebrating her birthday while I'm away. However, that's not the main issue. The main point that's troubling me is a classmate of mine, the one who I care most was leaving the campus. Well, I admit that I love her. I don't know why, it's just like that. But I successfully kept it secret, and it remained only up till yesterday, 11/12/2011. I kinda confessed to her (Successfully!!). I kept it secret for some reasons. One of it was to avoid any awkward feeling during class sessions. Her name is Aina (FB: Aina Cyprus). I confessed my feelings towards her, but doesn't mean that we're in a relationship. During her last day, I spent some time with her (probably the last for some time untill my next chance to meet her again). After CMP class, I walked with her to the food court outside of the campus and had a proper breakfast. Then we had a class photo-shoot (perfect timing just on the day before her departure). Then I treated her (officially the first and last time in UiTM) for a drink. And so, I walked her back to her hostel. That was the last time I've seen her face to face. And, well, I still keep in touch with her via online and also phone.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH AINA... AND ALSO REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU!