A Lie is Still A Lie, regardless of the reason...

People tell lies. Nobody hadn't. Especially lawyers. But there's a liar who people often believe in: DOCTOR. When a doctor said "You're gonna die within 40 days because of this disease..." people often believe it no matter what. "Eat take this medicine so that it'll cure you..." and you'll consume it without any hesitation. "You're chance of living is 12% unless you take the surgery..." and poof! You signed the agreement. (Except doctor House played by Hugh Laurie of course, a sarcastic doctor that has no sensitivity at all)

The purpose of lying is to make things better. However it often works only for a short term. You tell lies so people won't get angry or upset and resort in more serious matter. Sometimes, people tell lies to make others happy and amazed. Also, lies are told to hide the bitter truth which may hurt someone else. In other words, lies are told to maintain happiness. Perhaps, people tell lies to make their business more successful. Lies like this, do make things better, for their own sake.

But sadly, usually, or mostly, it's just a matter of time when people discover the truth. And often when it happens, the liars are totally screwed up. Unless they did, things are going according to plan. But the dangerous part is when you forgot what was your lies, and suddenly the truth slipped out of your own tongue. It happens all the time. Well, lying do make things batter, but the risks are high enough to get yourself in a miserable life. Always, the best thing to do is tell the truth from thee very beginning and face the consequences (unless if it's gonna cause a heart attack that might kill someone, then don't!). After that, it's all over even though you'll have to take a bit of needless lectures and whippings maybe, but once it's done, that's it, have a normal life. Sounds easy but it's not. That's why it's called LIFE. Things sound easy but it's not even close to how it sounded.

Biar jadi pandai, jangan pandai-pandai...

It's better being something than act like something. Well, I'll say that when you act, it won't last, because it's so not yourself. Even the best actors don't last in the character they cast. Rowan Atkinson is still Rowan Atkinson when he's not in a Movie, not Mr.Bean, even though he's very well known and seems very into the character he's casting. But if you are being something, it lasts, and might as well become a part of yourself.

Acting like a fool doesn't mean you're a fool, maybe you'e doing it for a reason of your own. But it's a total different thing from being a fool, where you are a fool yourself that it remains in yourself, unless if you changed for the better of course. Whereas acting smart is just to cover one's stupidity so that they don't get too inferior. Well I guess it's just shows how dumb they are. Just be smart, no need to act something you're not. It's suppose to 'be cool' not 'act cool'. When things go wrong, you don't have to act strong or you'll screw things up. If you be strong you'll get through it because you are being strong, not acting. As I said, acting is just to prove to someone something that you're not. Not worth it though. It's just the same as lying.

If you wanna be rich, make friends with the poor.

It's funny to know people nowadays, no, it's always been like this, people only will be good and kind and it's like they're willing to kiss the butt of those people who are possessing more wealth than they do. Well, obviously. Anyone can notice this anywhere, it's only up to them to open their own eyes to see this truth. It even happens, especially in one's family. Well, who wouldn't if you're on the isolated side? If your butt is being kissed, of course you won't notice anything until the day comes when you're trashed out like crap when you're broke and not worth being nice to. Let's just say, your dad is just a taxi driver, while your uncle is a famous actor and quite rich. What will you see? Well, your grandpa's gonna be damn kind to your uncle! Yet, his children gets all the priorities and attentions, first class, first hand. Even though their attitude are pieces of shit and worth a smack, no, a punch, no, a punt kick in their face will do just perfect for 'em. Yeah, just because their parents have the wealth, people don't give a damn about their attitude. What about you? You've been an angel but you didn't get any attention at all. All that you've get are leftovers from what your cousins get. And worse, they get away with whatever they did and all the blame is on you.

Well, obviously, people will give a good face to the wealthier. But one funny fact  is, they will try their best to live up to the wealth of the person they're pleasing. What for? You know, like, an example, if you have 3 cars, they might as well want to have 3 cars too, or maybe even more than yours. What's the big idea? Probably they're trying to be wealthier than you are. But often, they end up in series of misery, like bank loans and whatsoever. These fools are pure fools, trying to be something they're not. You can't cook rice more than the capacity of rice-cooker in one shot dammit! Besides, they'll never learn. You're making friends by acting like something you not, when they discover the true you, you'll get dumped, so what's the point there? It's better having least friends like one or two, who are willing to befriend you just the way you are, and not being hypocrites, the true meaning of friendship.

By the way, for those who really wanna be rich, (you're actually that rich though like the one you had an increase in your assets, but you're still rich, or shall I put it as, feeling richer) it's better if you go ahead and make friends with those who are poorer than you. Well, technically, you're the richest among them aren't you? This applies in many kind of situation. If you wanna be the smartest, go and make friends with the fools and doofuses. If you wanna be the prettiest, go and make friends with Ugly Betty (ha ha I mean the ugly and hedious people) Besides, it means no harm at all. Well, you can argue this, but you know that I'm right...

Quotes...

During my reign over the Earth (bongek punya ayat)... forget about it, that's not what I wanna say after all. I have this hobby of re-quoting some quotation which may be quite memorable to me due to the event or the meaning or whatsoever. These quotes which I re-quote are to me, it's memorable enough...

• Kredit Takde, bas dah terlepas.   -Mior Anwar-

Mior Anwar always said this whenever he ran out of idea but refuses to stop the conversation (or he might want to be the person with the last word in such conversation). Sometimes, it's used as an answer to any kind of questions thrown at him.

• Macam why kan, lepas tu macam not/ macam why not lah kan.   -Mior Anwar-

This often said when he's annoyed or maybe trying to annoy someone. Usually the word bodoh is being added after finishing this sentence.

• Kamu makan Baskin Robin aje, jangan nak pandai-pandai ubah selera karang ayah lempang karang.   -Mior Anwar-

This sentence was targeted to Ghaffur Zahari when one day we're breaking feast which is Ghaffur as a dad, scolding his child for asking something else for their meal than Baskin Robin (quite sick for a tease).

• Korang perempuan takde rasa malu ke you know like, 'That Thing', like, tergantung-gantung.   -Aman Yatim-

This conversation happened spontaneously when there was only 3 person there in a classroom, (which I forgot what were we doing and what actually was going on). What he meant with 'That Thing' in his question was breasts, where the question was suppose to be "aren't females shy about their breast being too exposed because of that they seem like hanging?"

• Nge nge nge paaaang!  -Aman Yatim, Mior Anwar, Ghaffur Zahari-

Often said when annoyed and try to start or stop or continue a conversation. 'Nge nge nge' refers to the sound effect of someone whining, and 'paaaang' refers to the sound effect of someone being slapped.

• I'm a hugger so *hugs*.   -Susan-  (via text message)

She always added the word *hugs* in a text message conversation, and that was the first. I didn't quite understand it though, but it's considered memorable, considering the fact that she frequently used it.

• Hari tu bila I bawak payung, tak  hujan... bila I tak bawak payung, hujan lebat gila!   -Teh Athira-

It was one afternoon when we're having lunch at the cafeteria after an examination paper which it was raining and no one has an umbrella (how unfortunate). Since that day, I always reminded her to always bring an umbrella (hoping it wouldn't rain - and it works!) It's also proven that one day she didn't bring her umbrella and it rained on that day!

• The three famous well, well... well... well... Hei! aku buat lawak lah!   -Hadi Fuat-

It was one morning during an English class, my most envied English teacher quoted 'The three famous well, well... well... well...' and he expected a burst of laughter but the class remained silent and the pupils are still focused on jotting down the notes given (maybe because they didn't catch the message yet). Then the opposite happened when he screamed 'Hei! aku buat lawak lah!' which such act seems too inappropriate to be displayed by a teacher during an official class (which he did it maybe because he felt like he was talking alone I guess).

• 5 Berlian ni scary gila, the most scariest class kat dalam PJ 2 ni.   -Nik Azlan-

My chemistry teacher quoted this during an early phase of our class with him since that he's still new there and we were too passive and quiet during any of the classes. And the silence gives our teachers the creeps.

• Excuse me,may pass away?   -Syaida Eirdayu-

When I was only 12 years old, during meal time at the canteen. Actually, she was requesting to pass by since I was somehow in her way. But she quoted it wrongly that I laughed out as if she was asking permission from me that she wanted to die.

• I'll break you into pieces of Nara!   -Raja Ahmad Iqram-

My long time buddy quoted this in a class while we were 12. Well, I was, and still am, quite an annoying person, that he was actually threatening me (in a little kids' playing manner) since he was annoyed of me for some reason.

• Damn son!   -Shariff Razak-

Said to show annoyance and also to tease someone who's acting ridiculously annoying (just for fun though). Widely mimicked and later improvised into "Damn that son..."

• Justice must be done.   -Alis Mubin-

This guy came out with this and repeated it for some time that whenever I saw him, this quotation suddenly came afloat in my head. I guessed that he must have been influenced by the marines of One Piece which emphasizes JUSTICE, but when it comes to this guy, I dunno what the heck is he trying to tell.

• Kita jangan cari glamour, biar glamour datang cari kita.   -Aina Othman-

One night, dinner with Ghaff, Mior and Aman, suddenly Aina came and join us, and so an interview was conducted and bla bla bla, until suddenly she quoted this. I was like, wow!

• Kekayaan bukan terletak di tangan bapa.   -Amey Raffiq-

1 hell of a quotation. Just because his imagination went too high up to the skies (due to over-excitement from designing a house in The Sims 3) and he screamed the words out loud.

•  The world is full of fools, that's why it's called the world.   -Farid Othman-

This guy's one freakish foe if you're on debate, but it's often that whenever he's talking, it's gonna be about games, or philosophy-related stuffs that makes ordinary people have this extreme headache. One thing I learn from him is that even the facts can be denied, and even the things sounded wrong can be sounded right. 

• Haa? cmna? I don't wanna be set zinger burger yet!   -Teh Athira-   (via text meaasge)

Well, this is quite funny if the full conversation was read. It was one day when our assignment screwed up and rejected. She mentioned this and I denied by saying she's not suitable for 'zinger burger' and brought up mashed potato instead. Note that since that day I've been calling her 'mashed potato'.

• Mirul, aku tau kau boleh, ko tak nak aje. Just do it, macam Nike tu.   -Aliff Haikal-

Late Aliff Haikal I mean. this was quoted to me on the very day just before he passed away the next day. I'll remember this even if it's just a simple conversation, about me not willing to do something which he requested me to do at best. He was a wheelchair user for he suffered stroke, and it's the cause of his death. 1 thing for sure, he's a genius.

• Amplifier tu natanng hape arr? Yang ada fire2 ni boleh ke?    -Alis Mubin-

We were 12 years old, and our teacher requested us to get the amplifier, and this guy doesn't have a clue what's an amplifier is, and this came out. I did nothing but laugh to my heart's content.

• Onong-onong sakatulus sila mangkuk!   -Raja Ahmad Iqram-

Our imagination was beyond ordinary and this guy had it over. We're quite fanatic about Harry Potter, and Prisoner of Azkaban was premiering at that time, and we were playing spells.

• Widuri tutopoli bob - sahang epok-epok!   -Raja Ahmad Iqram-

His another spell, and this was worse since an Indonesian singer and a title of his song, and even food was included in such spell. Well, kids' play. Imagination changes the world, it moves my world.

• Onnichaan!!!   -Syaida Eirdayu, Fatihah Bohari, Siti Aminah-

Well, it was way backk in 2008/09 when they called me by this name. The reason was forgotten.

Love in the view of a Psychopath

Cinta tak mengenal mangsa... A common words usually spat out by any human beings, probably a psychopath? For saying love is a predator, who does not choose its prey. Well, I'd rather call myself a psychopath if I may say. *In fact, I am one after all. Love. What does it bring? Happiness? Joy? Life? Wealth? *It's certain to say happiness, joy, secured and being less lonesome.

That's how normal people thinks. How do psychopath thinks?
Consider this as what really came out from my rotten brain. Love brings us FEAR, LOSS, INSANITY, and probably I want to say HATRED.

First, fear. When you love someone, you'll definitely have this fear - fear of losing the person you love to someone else. This fear, also applies - losing the person you love as the person's gonna die, which be too subjective. How idiotic. Such fear should not exist when you have your brain well enough to think: "I previously lived without her and things are almost the same upon her presence. Why fear of losing her - when it doesn't really affect you maybe physically? Emotionally, yes. But how long does that effect last? One day, you'll get hooked up with someone else? Who knows? And what happened to the love you've planted on her (the previous girlfriend)? You'll just hurt yourself if it ended unexpectedly. Hey! Quit fooling around! Because everybody's gonna die someday! (Avenged Sevenfold - A little piece of heaven).

Next, loss. Logically, you would want to please the person you love right? And the money you have, spent feeding her desire. If you're capable enough with your economy, fine, but a mountain can be flattened within days of digging it out. In case one day you braek up. She's not gonna return or pay back what you've spent. Well, one thing for sure - "money can't buy love" but "love is not F.O.C". Even after marriage, even the love within family (but it's not in the context of love that I'm emphasizing here).

How do I say "love brings insanity"? Well... simple. If you can say "I can't live without you." "I'll never leave you alone." These words are thoughtlessly spoken. And usually added up with "I sewar" and sometimes "I promise". Hell of a promise, it's not even real. That's what I call "a common bullshit" but I wonder why do people stupidly made them and some believe in any of those. Well of course! They've lost their sanity! What else?

Love is brings hatred. Or I sometimes put it this way - Love is hatred itself. You might start to hate your own friend when you're starting to love someone. Or even so, at the end of a relationship, you'll always end up hating her for what happened - which ended the relationship.

Such stupidity is inevitable when emotion concquers over the mind - usually happens when you're deeply in love. It's not wrong to be in love, but don't lose rationality. Just make sure you know how to use your brain well and not to let yourself gone to the wilderness of love.